I'd like to clarify my actions last night. In deed, I did say some inflammatory things. Oh, I agree, I was a gigantic moron last night. I wasn't being myself. But, I will not apologize. If I apologize, everything I said (That wasn't inflammatory, i.e. about the nuke problem), everything I urged you to change will have been for nothing. I can't do that, since those need change.
Someone needs to say it, and since I am not on 24/7, and have nothing to lose, it ought to be me. The way you control things is unbelievable. You set up a sandbox for all to engage in, with conflict and peace, yet you restrict so much. "No nukes!", says the owner, trying to avoid trouble run a muck. "No all out domination!", you then move on to say, as if to say, "I'll try to keep everything equal for those who can not conquer."
But, nay, someone comes along. A man returning from an exile of this site. "Well, why can't I use nukes? I'll make sure it's a last resort." Conflict! Oh conflict! It appears in both the roleplay and the out of character! Debate! "Why can't I dominate? It makes sense, in stead of having a thousand year war." You were reasonable at first, my dear Monica. I must commend you for that. That is not so anymore, friend.
Debate is... well... how does one describe debate? Does one say it's a peaceful argument? I would be lying, as debate has led to war and friendships being torn apart, like ours. Hmmm, maybe I'll call it a shouting match that ends in despair. Nay, I'm lying, as not all debate is like that. What I said was more of a negotiation... a... compromise? Yes, that's the word! Compromise!
You are more than likely mad at me, so I'd just like to send this to you, and tell you my motivations. You may want to be friends, you may want to call me out more. I'd wish for you to reply to this, as I am interested in your side of this... compromise. That's the word!
- Jimmy